Post by Deleted on Dec 15, 2013 8:38:52 GMT -5
you'll never settle any of your scores
your grace is wasted in your face
your boldness stands alone among the wreck
jun nagata
mute | master | homosexual | writer
AFFECTION
A lot of people misinterpret the mute to be very shy, which is certainly not the case. He loves to socialize. Or at least he used to anyway, when their wasn't such a big obstacle in his way. He's just become a little more sheltered since then and tends to be wary of those he does allow close enough to be considered friends. Can you really blame him? Once you get pass those trust issues of his, however, he can be a very fun and loyal friend whose always willing to lend out a helping hand. Unfortunately, since the accident, he's lost a lot of his real life friends who find it too difficult to communicate with someone who can't speak. As such, he's relied on the internet for his social self. However, just talking to people he can't meet face to face can be a bit lonely at times so a few good friends he can hang out with day to day would be nice. Understanding people and those who aren't phased by his silence. I'd really like a friend for him who knows sign language though. He himself isn't too thrilled with using sl but maybe they can convince him it would be easier on him. If anything, I need someone to keep this little mute company when his urakata are not enough.
AMOUR
He's in to men, FYI, so sorry to disappoint ladies. Then again, most women think he's cute in the child-like factor rather than attractive so he doesn't have much luck there to begin with. Though the same goes for men, he supposes, so he's just shit out of luck. It's okay, he doesn't have much faith in finding someone like that anyway. Not with his disability anyway. Not many people are attracted towards guys who can't talk. He's come to slowly accept that he'll probably never be with anybody and though that's sad, he doesn't let it get to him too much. Probably better off that way. Who'd want to be with a weirdo like him?Eventually, I would like him to meet someone. It'll take a lot of work to actually happen though, dealing with his trust issues on top of his lack of self-confidence. But once it happens, I'm sure it'll be cute. I've got no specifics about this really so if you are interested, feel free to toss your ideas my way.
ANIMOSITY
He's got a temper, no doubt about it, but it takes a lot for him to really hate someone. Comments about his silence is usually taken negatively and he might find them a bit annoying, but as far as outright animosity? You're gonna have to put in a lot of effort to be considered an enemy. Not that he's actually looking forward to them. Enemies are never good. He'd learned this through experience. Mess with him all you want, call him names, push him around, he'll consider you a pest. Mess with things he cares about such as his friends or family, however, and he'll react quite violently. He's a very self-sacrificing individual and would much rather hate or pain be directed towards himself than for those he cares about having to deal with it. It's okay. He can handle it. Unfortunately, he really can't as he's not much of a fighter, but he'll assure his enemies and those he's protecting otherwise. He'll protect those he stands for or die trying. No specific ideas for this one, really. He doesn't like Shinkansen much and anyone who treats others badly just because they are different is usually someone he's not overly fond of. If you really want him to hate you, just get creative. He's not much of a challenge but maybe you just wanna see him squirm?
ALTERNATIVE
I need a slave. I'll probably put up a wanted ad for it later (once the ban is over with probably). But he has an urakata, one who's been with him for a while, and one who can understand him relatively well without him actually needing to speak. They serve as his body guard, servant, and companion. He treats them like a slave, as it's only natural to him, but treats them much better than most would, and cares about them more than he'd let on. This slave would really be the one person he trusts much better than most so I'd really like for them to be somewhat obedient or at least not pose much of a threat towards him, maybe even have a mutual liking towards Jun or at the very least are incredibly loyal to him. Cause he's gonna rely on this urakata more than anyone. Otherwise, maybe someone who knows more about his past than most. He's pretty much tried to get rid of the memory since that horrible event occurred though I'm sure there's still someone out there investigating what had happened, or maybe even someone who was part of the kidnapping who still keeps an eye on him. His family want nothing to do with it though, not wanting to deal with that gang anymore, so they keep quiet. Could be interesting? //shrug//
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